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I'm not one for Journals, I do them once in a blue moon or whenever I need to vent. As I look out my window at the moon, I realize it's not blue so its time to get something off my chest. Don't need to reason it or nothing. It's more for me then anyone else. Just wanna get my words down to read later.

I was taking a shower today (sorry for mentally scaring you with that imagery) and I couldn't stop thinking about my recent shitty mood I have been in. Like most of my issues it involves a girl. I kept asking myself what I am gonna do. I think it's unconditional love I feel, but I know it's not mutual. that love where you want nothing more then to make them happy, hug, hold and enjoy their company, all that blah blah blah mushy mushy stuff. But of course my luck dictates that when I see something that will make me happy, something has to be a brick wall for that. So what's the wall? Taken. And clearly happy. Now most would go "well game over. time to move on and get over it". I know this from experience, had to do that more times then I would like to count. But the thought of doing that has never made me so mad then it has this time. I've never bashed my head against the shower at the thought of that like I did today. So is it wrong for me to not want to give up on that? Probably. Is it okay that I don't care that is is wrong? I hope so...

But meh, I'll let my brain and heart have their wrestling match till I come to a decision. 
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: The Hand Is Quicker ~ Aloe Blacc
  • Watching: The Walking Dead
  • Playing: Sonic The Hedgehog on Sega Genesis
  • Eating: Cookie Butter
  • Drinking: Water


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Not much to tell, I am usually bored out of my mind, or watching some cartoon on Tv or Youtube, most of the time I am watching anime. Not that big on reading but given the right motivation or the right amount of boredom and anything is possible.

As of late I have started a YouTube channel made for gaming. Let's plays and shit go up on my channel. I think it's pretty awesome. I already talk to myself all the time so this is nothing new for me. It feels natural. I know most people won't pay me any attention there but hey I have the link to it in two different journals and under here if you want to check it out.

Not the most confident person if you can't tell already but I am an artist and a gamer by heart. I couldn't tell you how many sketchbooks I have filled up with the most random drawings and shit ever. I really wanna get a tablet so I can do digital art. I think it would be more fun. And I would probably draw more since most of the time I am siting in front of a computer with nothing to do...

Favorite genre of music: Not really picky when it comes to music. I will listen to basically anything.
Favorite video game character: Subject Zero (Jack) - Mass Effect
Personal Quote: Nice Is Not The Same Thing As Wimpy

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